Broken Thing

broken thing


He's broken and I know
Things he lets show give him away
still I tell him "stay..."

He cries at night when he thinks no one can hear
but I've got an ear, for this type of thing
so I come awake just to watch him sting

I drown in his grief, like it's some
kind of relief, and it makes me ache all the more
for him... what dark path would I not explore?

And oh... how his suffering ensnares me
and his cries... an unholy prayer to Thee
engenders a virtuous need in me, and yet...
it's a vulturous greed 
that takes seed

La Fée


©  Odyne La Fée 2018


She Arose



She, born not of his rib


Not by temple decree, nor governance of man

She arose

In glorious day, and frigid night

Resplendent with delight

She arose

Between your legs, and over your sleeping form

She arose

Like the night wind, and the howling sea

By degrees, and labeled in insanity

She arose

Against the ether

Against the tide

Bound, gagged, and barbarically plied

She arose

By halter, goad and whip

And into every nightmare slipped

She arose

By dead of night, by winsome


By your every last delight

She arose.


La Fée


©  Odyne La Fée 2018




Fast now

as fast as you

can, this girl

has ran

Fast now and

we’ll all pray

The world is melting,

going away

From iceberg

to iceberg

a suicide

of biblical

proportions, made mythical

It’s fast now

fast as you

ran, sniff the flowers

while you can

Remember the towers

These evil powers

make us run

out into a blazing sun

when all we need

in nature’s seed

They’re killing thee

You’ll see..

with their boundless

foundless greed


La Fée


©  Odyne La Fée 2018

That Dark Divinity

Pic Credit: Joaquin Allen


Lucifer is but a ghost to me,
only a story for a child
perched on bended knee.
No, I prefer my nightmares
with a shade of Dakini’s
dark divinity.
And no matter what you ask of me
It’s her you’ll see
When I’m unraveling…
So, please do not pretend to know
all the wickedness I can bestow.
Cuz it’s only a fraction
of what I’ve chained
within my soul.

La Fée


©  Odyne La Fée 2018

Your Everything

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Show me darling, your everything,
for this is your perfect offering;
For into you I’ll pour all that I feel;
I’m not made of steel.

And that longing in your eyes,
Why, I’ll replace it with your ardent cries.
And through the pain, darling,
I’ll bring you the pouring rain.

Show me love, your everything,
for this is your perfect offering,
for there is nothing you can conceal,
and nothing I can’t make you feel

And all your desperate cries,
honey… they are the ultimate prize.

So beg, and plead, get down on your knees,
cry out your rapturous pleas.

Cuz I’ll take you, and break you,
and devour your heart.
Come on baby, this is where it starts.

So open your mind, and I’ll deliver your soul,
and in the pain you’ll find all the treasure life stole.

Take a deep breath…
it only hurts for a moment.
This my love… this is My atonement.

And this kiss of pain, it’s meant for pleasure,
and in it you’ll finally find your true measure

Naked and on the floor, tied to the door,
can you feel it?
Your utter distress?
With it I’ll make you confess…

That hunger you feel… only pain makes it surreal.
And all your anger and hate… only pain makes it abate;

so beg, and plead, and get down on your knees;
and with every bite discover   La Fée


©  Odyne La Fée 2018



Wild Ocean Tides

Wild Ocean Tides

A sweet embrace is a hollow grave

it’s something darker that I crave

Dead already, I can hardly feel

I need magic to spin, and make me reel

I need the shadows in your eyes

I need, and want you in every guise

So turn off that preacher, we know he lied

Turn off that politician and his fetishes decried

I want your demons, and the secrets they hold

I want your passions, both dangerous and bold

I need to have you, just as I please

So I’ll drag you out to violent seas

where you can rip, and tear, and beat your wings

until shaking and quaking your heart sings

On a ship, left adrift, there’s nothing too far

love should be wild and bizarre

But stuck in the harbor, life quickly becomes tragic

So instead, I go in search of your dark of magic

Because wild and unsure, I’ll never be demure

and to ration my passion, well… that would be such an unseemly fashion

So I’ll don the darkness, and all that it hides

out here among the wild ocean tides


La Fée


©  Odyne La Fée 2018





He Craves

A smothering embrace

And every thought my whip can erase

He Hungers

To lose control

To come apart as a whole

He Yearns

For that evil intent

Until every drop of him is spent

He Cries

For sweet release

And to be my final masterpiece

Back arched, knees bent

Forgotten is the rent

Head down, hands barred

His tender flesh forever marred

Stiff neck, aching side

How he loves

Every pleasure he’s denied


La Fée


©  Odyne La Fée 2018

That Loyal Hound

That Loyal Hound


If ever there was such a breed, surely it was she.  That singular bitch, that inescapable itch…
Why without her could you even breathe?  Oh, wreathed in flame she welcomed you, like you
were all shiny and new, even as your eye-teeth grew… That loyal hound, that singular bitch, that
ever-after tilt to your switch… seems you’ve finally met your match… so why fight the inevitable catch?

La Fée



©  Odyne La Fée 2018

me eyes

A mountain before, a mountain behind, and all I’ve ever known is the climb

One hill, then the next, all of them new, and none of them what I had set out to do

A mountain before, a mountain behind, a care-worn weariness consuming my mind

One day, then another; and with each slip my own light I smother

A mountain before, a mountain behind, and through it all a soul refined

One breath, one beat, and then the rest, and so goes this mortal quest.


La Fée



©  Odyne La Fée 2018


The Extraction

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I pull the ache from the well you ran dry

Then leave you there, about to cry

Oh yes, oh yes, you cry out your shame

Didn’t you know, this is how we play Her game

And this… this agony… your claim to fame

A willow-branch from eternal acclaim

Yet here you are callin’ out my name

Like it’s all the same


La Fée



©  Odyne La Fée 2018

I Fall

I Fall

I came to the desert a postulant, a supplicant, to the sun

laid bare-belly to the scorched-desert sand, a ritual begun

Stripped and whipped, I begin to understand

Blood and time had made this land

But Something else lingers here…

A gentle knowing grace, an ever-familiar face

And it’s into Her pain-filled embrace

I fall…

Ever-determined to heed Her call


La Fée



©  Odyne La Fée 2018

Caught My Eye

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It’s so very hard to look away

when a man’s masculinity is on display, at play;

a thousand times a day

holding me in sway, until upon him I prey.

Or until another one has me undone,

unsprung, my sharp tongue unwrung.

And suddenly I’m once again chasing the frictions,

of my predilections.

And the inflictions of my indomitable conflictions

have got me dreaming, and scheming,

about a strong man that needs a good reaming;

until mad with desire he finds he’s finally creaming

that seething.

But don’t forget… it’s me that’s still teething.

So soon I’ll find another one, that fits like a glove

all the fantasies I’ve yet to dream of, conceive of.

Could this one be real love,

with his perfect eyes, and tender thighs?  A variety of sighs

he’d realize, if only he’d give in, to my particular brand of sin.

Or until another one’s caught my eye, as he passes on by,

and with a wink, and a slink, and suddenly I can’t think.

And so I follow, and tell him I’ll swallow

all his pretty lies,

with my inglorious cries.

La Fée


©  Odyne La Fée 2018